3:11pm: The beginning
Now I'm going to write the reality of my life at present moment in order to answer the questions which I'l be asked about in some years,I mean like:what made you to start business career in Intway corporation and what was the beginning of all that?I will answer nothing more than is going to be written here because this is it , right here and right now , all my recent life with its good and bad sides is a new beginning to a new change goals but still full of ,I would say,falls.I believe live can't be without these because every time you fall every time you learn to get on your feet better and faster.Here's the picture of all this:
At the moment I live with my mother,in a little house,I'd say in a kind of little room but even this is not hours,it belongs to an organisation where my mother used to work in.Now this organisation turned off all gas and electrisity in order to get rid of us,they don't except any money for rent or electrisity and gas;they want us to leave but we can't aford a new flat at the moment.So life in the house is not easy,I get up at 3or 4 a.m. in the morning to do some meditation,lighten candles and study ,then I go to classes.The good thing is I"ve just came frome China to where I was sent by Ukrainian goverment.I can speak good chinese but still I think I should get up earlier in order to make in really fluent because this year is the last in the university and it will efect all my ferther life.
I wish I could sleep 2 hours a day like Nikola Stehle did,I believe tha from one day on I will.The second important reason why I get up early is because of mygirlfriend.She's chinese.When it's here 2 a.m. so it's already 7 a.m. in China.I just don't feel like sleeping when she's ewaken ,in this way I try to be with her in my feelings and thoughts.The biggest thing that makes me feel terible is that there are more than 9000 kilomiters between us and I haven't been talking with her almost a monthbecause her father does everything to distroy our love and didn't let her to take her cell phone with her when she went on studing.It's a little bit hard for me not to know how she is and what is thinking of.My chinese friends are looking for here but still with no results.Anyway ,all I know right now is that I'm not going to give up to my last breath,I'm going to find her whenever she is in the world in order to know wether we can be together again or not.
So all this is my present life, which gives a new start and this will result in a great business,job that I love and answer to the questions I've been thingking of such a long time,what is like a fight for a life or deth
